UPDATE

Its been awile since I last blogged and alotttt of stuffs happned in the meantime..I guess Im one of those very few people who as alot of things going on in their lives every single day. Well, first thngs first..i wana tell you about a bunch of people trying to make an impact to the world,.Gladly though, i was part of it..;D DIODE facilitatorsLEADERONOMERS guys only lahh

with some of the kids

these kids are all so special and when you see the impact you instill in one's life, its just soo satisfying..Every kid comes from different background..but no matter rich, poor, black or white we all live, eat, play and learn together for 6 days as one big family..The memories at camp will continue to live in us for a veryy veryyy longg time...talking about camp,.i kinda miss it too..:)

I eventually left Leaderonomics because my contract with them was over, however they said they wanted me to join them at camps and help them out...I gladly said yes to them..;D,.To me, these is the sole reason we were born on earth,..to make an impact others wont make,.What Leaderonomics are doing now is just that,..we go out there and make a difference,..Awesome company,..Special mention to Boss,Roshan..Hui Ming( for asking me to join),Sunita( calling me up for the interview), Audrey( youth team boss), Mel, the J clan,and all the other guys *although i know you wont see this*...it was a real privilage to work with you guys...:)

Lets move on,..after 2 back to back DIODE camps,..i was preety much gearing up for the best of it all,..365 Youth Camp.!!! Its actualy my church youth camp and we went to Cameron's this year,.It was as fun as i expected it to be and although i didnt do much it was still an enjoyable journey up the Highlands..;D

round of monkey

Anglo Saxon...my tribe,..we won.!!xD

Gladiator gamesWater games!!Talent niteTribal nite

One word: AWESOMENESS.!!!


thats it for now,..next up: Christmas and New Year

:D

Its the Small Things That Counts..

My mum recently asked me on what I've planned on my future..I said im not sure and that i just want to take a break for a month or so,.Talking about the future, its not ours to predict but its ours to choose...most people like to predict the future and try to adapt to what they think is 'safe'..Sorry to say,bt im not like that...i prefer to live in the moment,capture it all and make sure i dont lose one bit,.soo far,its been awesome..I look at the birds in the skies and i dont think they plan their futures either..and i always wnted to look at the world from a diffrnt view,mybe like how the birds above sees us..,so i decided to ctch glimpses of facial reaction and wat bettr time there is to see diffrnt people then at peak hours...after work, i put on my coat(had a meeting that day at office)went out and decided to walk all the way to the train station...its actually from seksyen 16 to asia jaya lrt station and its quite a distnce...i didnt mind though, so wen i walked past each car i smiled and waved and i got mixed reactions from people...some smiled back,some looked stressed out and sum were just wondering wat is wrong wit me walkng along the road wit my coat on smiling at them...so wen i reached the lrt station i boarded the train to KL Sentral..i then got myself a MCD Sundae Choc and went down...i took the train to kajang and walked all the way home...i was dead tired, bt it was a fun experience...i learnt sumtng that day,.i had alot of work to do in the office that whole week and i quite began to feel a little stressed out...but wen i walked out and looked around i began to feel peaceful and calm in the inside,...i reached home,took my bath, had my dinner before crashing the bed and that nyte i had the best sleep of my life...=)



Stress is an illusion created in the mind,we can overcome it if we take things a lil easy (:..there is no point after all in being stressed up because instead of making things easier for us,it mkes thngs harder..and aftr that day i began to work things out preety well,i didnt feel stressed,infact i had enough energy to go out and and hang out with frens aftr work..i also felt the way most people are looking at life just seems wrong..people just dont seem to understnd there are some things in life that you just cant afford to miss,.tke the sunrise as an instance...just sitting out and wtchng the sun rise is such a pleasure,it brings peace to the soul..these are the little things in life that people often miss out on and wat a difference does these small things make to sweeten our lives,..if only people see it that way,i believe the world will be a bettr place to live in...(:


So guys,dont quite worry about the future just yet...its not wrong planning ahead but we must remember that no matter how much we plan, we're still living in the present..lets not waste the present but instead cherish it to such an extent that wen you look back at your past from your future you'll have a smile on your face..(:

ITS TIME TO LIVE OUR LIVES GUYS!!

lets talk about LOVE...

to me..love is all about giving your ALL to the other and expecting NONE...its as simple as that,..a man once said that love is NOt about expectations, a big house,sport car or designer clothes,..a smile would do just fine...LOvE doesn't care if you're smart or stupid,rich or poor, black or white...YOU GIVE HIM YOUR HEART AND HE'LL GIVE YOU HIS!!....giving a person your heart may not seem to be as easy because you'll never know when they'll break it...thats a risk we're willing to take because if that person really loves you...ur heart cant be in any safer place...wat u hav to worry about is on how not to break their heart....after all,they gave it to you because they love you..=)

is magic real??love is magical....ever wondered how total strangers fall in love with each other...or why your heart beats faster wen ur with your special someone..or how you tend to forget wat u wana say wen u meet them....to me,that is magic!..sum people say that wen u fall in love during skool times its puppy love and it will not last...i find it stupid,.i can bet my balls that everybody will remembr their first love...whethr it ws a pleasant experience or not...they are still in ther...whether it ws in skool or workplace,.u had felt that spark wen u met them...this shows that its NEVER too young to fall in love..talking about puppy love again....i seriously think that puppies love you more than normal humans do...so its not a bad thing aftrall..;)

i dont really get the idea of coupling....to me,its NOT love..its just a trend wich i dont want to follow..you CAN love a person without them loving you bak,.some people say love is blind...i sayy BULLSHIT.!!loves sees everything bt accepts you for who you are..

love is everywhere...even the smallest things in the world are made by love,.you dont need to go buy diamond rings to proof your love...your very presence in the room wen they need you is all that matters in the end..LOVE gives HOPE, a second chance for you to grab and never let go...

i gotta go now,.we'll talk more about love soon...till then,.ciaos...x)

gangsters??

thats is wat people think wen they see us...the question is,why us??reasons given were, we hang out late at nyte, we drink,we club, we sleep late and wake up late...top up to that, some has alrdy quit college..looking at the way we live life,.you can say we're preety lifeless,but gangsters??think again....

reasons of why we do things like the above are simply because 'other' people around us are less supportive and more judgemental...to get away from all these clowns we join togthr in a lepak session and just chill out..we dont dstrb others,we just hang and keep ourselves contented..is that gangsterism??it could be,..x)

a bit part of the whole gang

we are people from different walks of life...some are richer than the other,some are smarter...bt all this are kept aside wen we chill out,we're all the same out ther...talking about 1Malaysia...we've got it strted long time ago...there is a sense of togthrness in us that normally we dont find in family..we do alott of bad stuffs,no denying that bt mind it...we do it togethr..we back each other up like brothers...talking about brotherhood..we've been ther alrdy..x)

u can ask..bt wat about family?aren't they important as well??..well,this guys we hang out with..they are FAMILY...that doesn't mean we neglect our parents n siblings..it just means that they are equally as important..celebration or mourning...they are the first there...that shows everything,

nobody really like this GANGSTER tag...we're normal people trying to live a fun live..and friends are essential part of it...yes we are not good people, no one will wana hand their daughter to us in marriage...bt lets think of it this way,..we're not that bad either, ther are far worse people...so back to the gangster talk, if you think loyalty and brotherhood are the fundamental of gangsterism..then fine, we're gangsters....and proud of it.!!!if it is not, then we're just a bunch of kids, having sum fun and doing things that some people dare not do...its all about being happy in the end...GANGSTERS??think again,..CLOWNS.??more likely,..xDD

life's like this..

The way I look at life is becoming a whole lotta different from how I used to look at it....is life good or bad,?thats a question we'll hav to answer ourselves...lets talk about me,after all,its my blog..xD


im living a preety miserable life,..but mind it,im loving every second of it...i just quit college because they dont have a course on how to become a celebrity.!!xD,Malaysian education are screwed up to de max.,..its all exam-orientated and NOT practical..that is one of the many reasons of why malaysian grads are walking around jobless...soo,back to me...i quit coll,decided to take up hairstyling instead,working part time in LEADERONOMICS,likes a girl who already has a boyfriend,blacklisted in CHURCH(cos i dun wana be a hypocrite)and basically living at the moment..how miserable is that??will i ever do anything not-so miserable...well,why nott..;)

*i have just started blogging so il take time to update on wats happening in the present....till then its all about the past,who i was,why am i like this,and what i do i wana do to make it all right..till then,.;)